I done it again ¬_¬

I know i`m always saying about how i hardly ever write blogs and every time i write them posts i always make a promise to myself that i`ll be a better blogger, that never keeps on does it :/ so this time i`m not gunna bother making that promise and instead i`m just gunna make more detailed posts, not so often (basically when i remember) lol, so yeh, my life recently has been going great. i finished year 9, going into year 10, i made so many new friends, like people i hardly ever talked to, i think its great, i now have a boyfriend, hes amazing and just lovely. I wish i could see him everyday, hes just so nice and gives amazing hugs :) i now also have the most fabulous friend ever, called liam, whatta babe. Last night i was on the phone to him for like 3 hours and i still didn`t get bored, i only had to say bye coz my phone ran outta power ¬¬. so yeah, liam, liam, liam. He was drunk last night so he thought he`d phone me, how nice. i`m pretty sure he let out WAYY more info that if he was sober, but it was soo nice, it was really nice to have a heart to heart conversation and find out how he was truly feeling, some of the things he said, made me feel like such a bitch, seriously, i`ve never felt quite so mean in my life, at one point, i was actually crying, i really don`t know why, i`m such an idiot, seriously though. it felt so lush just laying there in darkness listening to his voice, its so therapeutic, well anyway i ow him a gigantic hug and we made a promise, but its kind of a secret aswell, so i think i`d better not announce it to the world :) This summer holiday, i have realised that i have such amazing friends, so amazing infact i can`t even put it to words how much i adore you all, when i found out everyone was missing me, it really made me feel loved. i really wish there was a way to say thankyou to all you fabulous people, i really do love you and PROMISE me, you will never change, no matter how much things change around you, i love you all for who you are and only you can make yourself who you are. <3 Right time to tune out
Peace
Beth xx